I figured I would write this before going to bed simply because I am not really all that tired yet. I feel a little off-ish in fact I feel down right sick but I'm just not ready to crash under the covers. Anyway, these past few days have been pretty exciting.

Tuesday was Halloween and it was actually a lot of fun. I went trick-or-treating with Hayley, Leah, Aaron, Carly, Hannah, Karin then Robert and Brenton joined us on the way home. Speaking of the walk home we were coming back from Parkers Ridge and Brenton and Robert or actually it was Brenton who thought it would have been funny to pop out of no where. Carly and I were both so freaking scared. It was hilarious. You had to have been there. Back to trick-or-treating, we went around the neighborhood skipping a bunch of houses for some random reason and I got a bunch of candy. I gave it to Carly though. I don't know why but I did. Then after we finished trick-or-treating we sat in the Graefe's front yard for a while and talked and threw candy at eachother and did some cartwheels. That was fun. I haven't done a cartwheel in so long. It was great.

Oh, I had to go to All Saints Day mass and the sermon was very enlightening. Father Mosimon talked about how you don't have to be cannonized by the Pope to be considered a saint but that he baptized these little babies the other day who passed away and in his eyes those are saints. Saints can also be the people in this world who actually care, who put their family and friends and the needs of others before their own. If everyone in the world was like that the world would be a much better place. I wish I could be more like that because it would bring me closer to God for one and I could help so many people. Its true, saints don't have to be people who were cannonized and have feast days but they can be everyday people, dead or alive. Its so true.

Other than that nothing really eventful has happened. I mean school has been pretty awesome. I can't believe the first quarter is over already. Report cards are coming out this month. Its scary to think about. I'm almost half way done with my Junior year. I don't have that much time left. Only about 7 quarters left in my actual high school career. Its scary to think about. I remember being in kindergarten and always wanting so much to be the "big kid" for once then I got there and I want to go back to being that little 5 year old girl who didn't have a care in the world. It just feels like time is zooming by.

So I have All-district auditions on Tuesday. I'm ready but I'm not ready. I'm having a slight issue with the song. I keep cracking when I jump from the F to the C. I think its an F either way my voice just cracks. Either that or I go flat on the note. Or I just don't hit the note at all. It all depends. I guess it'll all work out in the end. I am really nervous about it though. I mean I really want to get into this because it'd be really cool. Mrs.Riley says I could but I don't have the mentality for it. I need to get my spirit up and tell myself positive thoughts. Positive thoughts, positive thoughts. Someone smack me if I start thinking pessimistically.

Well I think that's it for now. I'm pushing tired after my 3 hours of sleep last night. I think I've crossed the border past tired. Just me. One last thing before I sign off for tonight, drama is simply Fantasmic! I love it! hahaha The Tempest is going to be so awesome. At least I hope so. Mrs.Wilson may have a crazy idea of how she wants this show but its going to be so awesome. I just know it. Praying for all of you of course. Praying for myself as well. Oh and if no one here watched the Grey's Anatomy episode tonight, then you missed the most amazing thing. It was so freaking awesome. Well I'm signing off now. I'll see most of you tomorrow.